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Butane Daydream

by PARIDOLIA

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Adam Ziel
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Adam Ziel if you you woke up today and put on keep it like a secret this record is a good next step Favorite track: Lover I Don't Have.
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Chrissy Bendrickson thank you bandcamp local, this is the first thing i've heard from these guys and it's breaking my heart in the best way. love love love it
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1.
Dog Days 03:13
there are callouses on my fingers where our lust used to linger the shiny skin a diatribe deliriously pantomimed a colored fountain built to spill my small regrets, the chorused hook if i felt better would you still be here if i felt better would you still be here if i felt better would you still be here? our skinny dipping fantasies all those wishes pinned to trees characters and phantom blurs a cartoon epitaph obscured if i felt better would you still be here if i felt better would you still be here? you filled me up i pulled you down i downed my glass i'm down and out yr fallin out yr fallin out yr fallin out yr fallin out if i felt better would you still be here if i felt better would you still be here? well i feel better but you're still not here yeah i feel better and you're still not here i feel better but you're still out there
2.
Lilted 02:48
the silent movie captured me her quiet body encircled me the skin deep beauty baffled me and i could see what i wanted to be but i wanted to be what you wanted from me but the silent movie captured me her lotus lowly longing but only holy laughter breeds and i could see what i wanted to be and i wanted to be what you wanted from me but love is not free the silent movie captured me her tiled eyelids opening slowly i found myself holy and i want you only but lila said hold me hold me, hold me hold me, hold me she told me of imprints of polaroid violence now i want him lifeless like sunday school silence but something is dying and she won't stop crying so hold her hold her, hold her hold her
3.
how could i have known in those first moments before we'd grown together we were just babies babies and we said, we said that we would go on forever we said, we said that we would go on forever forever but you said, you said that i was bringing you down you broke me "back off, back off, back off" cause i said, i said that i would be there for you but you don't want me to you don't want me to you don't want me
4.
Ruff World 00:58
when i went out into my yard i found my little dog and she whispered in my ear said "where are you going my dear?" it's a tough ruff cold calloused world it's a tough ruff cold calloused world and i know, i know, i know that you know but i only want to see you grow cause time has worn little lines on your face time has worn little lines on your face
5.
Hi5 03:12
i used to call you sunshine now it's moonshine that gets me by even if my brain gets fried that'd be alright cause if i get high enough then i'll be high until i die you were in my dream last night i woke up feelin lost for every bag that's bought there's a greater cost but if i get high enough then i'll be high until i die a catatonic silence a needle filled with violence and in that moment sleeping i'll know the things worth keeping so if i take too much well that'd be alright the sunlight warms my ears and tickles loose my fears colosseum mouth colossal lost and found bony teeth protrude and chatter with the sound they cover me with words and caustic dry-ice burns what once was grass-stained love where once a morning dove now a needle numbly shoved if i get high enough i'll be high until i die so if i take too much well that'd be alright alright
6.
Bye 02:52
there was an ocean inside my head that swelled and turned with every thought and in that rippled chaos i found myself an island and built myself a fire with smoke that reached so high so high that maybe that maybe i would be found don't leave me out here don't leave me out here but as i follow my sinking shadow out past the sand and into breaking tides i find my skin sallow and my mouth screaming why why oh why why did you leave me out here why did you leave me out here why did you leave me out here? our static jubilations mere falsifications of feelings forgotten of photographs rotten a feckless finale of constellations now fallen a final goodbye to a spell we were caught in a final goodbye to a spell we were caught in a final goodbye
7.
i picked you out of the crowd talked to you said i like your shoes you said thanks can i follow you so it's up the stairs and out of view no prying eyes i poured some wine i asked your name you asked the time now it's two o'clock the club is closed we're up the block your hands on me pressing hard against my jeans tongue in my mouth trying to keep the words from coming out you didn't care to know who else may have been you before i want a lover i don't have to love i want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck where is the kid with the chemicals i've got a hunger and i can't seem to get full i need some meaning i can memorize the kind i have always seems to slip my mind then my went dark we both forgot where your car was parked let's just take the train we'll meet up with the band in the morning bad actors with bad habits some sad singers they just play tragic and the phone's ringing and the van's leaving let's just keep touching let's just keep, keep singing i want a lover i don't have to love i want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk where is the kid with the chemicals i thought he said to meet him here but i'm not sure i got the money if you got the time he said it feels good, i said i'll give it a try but you, but you, but you you write such pretty words but life's no story book love's an excuse to get hurt and to hurt do you like to hurt? i do, i do then hurt me hurt me
8.
butane daydream thinking that you'll get clean broke up, break down bite the bullet, flip yr frown call back, dial tone god damn pick up the phone get fixed, pass out comatose dreaming now wake up, reverse pull it back, quench yr thirst pinpoint wash out watered down, crying now locked up, rib cage loneliness, look yr age look yr age we fell off the wagon and somehow just vanished you somehow just vanished you somehow just vanished alabaster flower in your broken house showering ice toed baby-blue blanket toddler bawling calling for his mom and she's nowhere to be found skin dive back alley breakdown little fallen angel choirs singing that you're not drowned you're just quiet

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released September 7, 2014

eli segal and ethan evans

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PARIDOLIA Annandale On Hudson, New York

pareidolia (/pærɨˈdoʊliə/ parr-i-DOH-lee-ə):
the psychological phenomenon involving a vague and random stimulus (often an image or sound) being perceived as significant, a form of apophenia.

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